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boy, i sure do feel insecure right about now...
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[13 Oct 2009|09:44pm] |
whoever said letting your guard down and making yourself vulnerable was a good idea deserves to be dragged out into the street and stoned to death.
this feeling can fuck right off.
crisis is slowly diminishing, i feel better. i have plans.
i can't keep up with my ranga lifestyle. too much upkeep.
i'ma brunette again now. holla bitchez.
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[08 Oct 2009|10:29pm] |
oh god, help me.
i'm in the midst of an existential crisis. my body feels black and blue from the internal struggle i'm having with my mind.
the last link in my chain was detached today... and with the little things already built up it was the icing on the cake that i wasn't ready for.
i feel like everyone knows what they're doing, they all have their shit together and i'm still the same person i was two years ago. i've stayed in the same place while everyone is moving up and on to other things. i want to. i need to. i will.
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[28 Sep 2009|11:22pm] |
i just saw a preview of the 2010 big day out lineup.
seriously. fuck off.
i'm sick of the same fucking artists doing the australian music festival circuit.
the first announcement is....
Muse, Powderfinger, Lily Allen, Eskimo Joe, Groove Armada, Grinspoon, The Mars Volta, Ladyhawke, Dizzee Rascal, Karnivool, Peaches, The Temper Trap, Kasabian, Midnight Juggernauts, Rise Against, Magic Dirt, Mastodon, Lisa Mitchell, The Hor...rors, Bluejuice, Calvin Harris, Kisschasy, The Decemberists, Tame Impala & Girl Talk
ehem.
i saw peaches headlined parklife last year.
muse, the mars volta, kasabian and dizzee rascal all played big day out on the '08 lineup.
girl talk headlined laneway festival earlier this year...
and powderfinger, eskimo joe, grinspoon, magic dirt, lisa mitchell, tame impala, kisschasy are all australian artists that you could pay 30 bucks to see at a local venue because they tour every 2 months!
the lame thing is that i'll probably still go. sigh.
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[25 Sep 2009|01:09am] |
i've been so careless with money recently...
basically spent most of my savings. so shit.
might as well push back my overseas trip till 2019.
i've decided to collect teapots. i have two at the moment. i like them.
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[09 Sep 2009|12:01am] |
right now i actually feel physically ill... i've had the worst day ever. i want to cry.
why is the world so shit?
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[06 Sep 2009|10:15pm] |
my september in four steps.
step 1: go to sydney. ben folds.
step 2: buy lemon detox diet and clean out my system for summer. stop being so sluggish.
step 3: re-construct lifestyle, priorities and friendships... see more of the people i've recently been seeing less of.
step 4: the royal adelaide show.
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[24 Aug 2009|01:06am] |
fuck yeah. i feel good.
kara, when are we gonna hangz?
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[21 Aug 2009|01:06am] |
it's the same as before. or the other time. or the time before that. hope and doubt coexist in the back of my mind. always. i can never tell which will outweigh the other.
i hope i hope i hope. that for once, maybe for once, it isn't all a dream.
i doubt i doubt i doubt. because its all just a cycle. i can see the future.
overanalyzation and an acute self awareness aren't always a good thing. i'm scared that i'll get scared and that i'll forever be this tangled mess of confusion.
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[23 Jul 2009|11:44pm] |
my hormones are so retarded today. i feel fuckin' shitt.
confused and hurt. it's the little things. but hey, i'm doin' alright. at least i'm alive.
i with someone could tell me how to keep my eyes on the road. i have trouble when i know that there is so much more for me to experience than pavement.
actually, i don't.
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[21 Jul 2009|12:04am] |
sometimes i wish everyone would just fuck off.
but for the most part, i know i need them near.
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[15 Jul 2009|07:07pm] |
am i ready?
no. probably not.
i'm feeling myself slowly losing my shine.
why do i ruin everything?
confusedd.
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[27 Jun 2009|05:54pm] |
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fml.
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[19 Jun 2009|01:18am] |
elizabeth brady left for canada 15 months and 3 days ago...
she returned yesteday. i couldn't be happier right now.
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[15 Jun 2009|08:29pm] |
i've recently discovered just how shallow i am.
i constantly refuse the attentions of men if they don't instantly appeal to me.
but, i suppose who you date is a direct reflection of who you are, what you find attractive, what you find acceptable, what you're willing to put up with and what you're willing to be subjected to. at the moment, the butterfly feeling in my stomach is my worst enemy. its the feeling love makes when its storming the castle wall of common sense...
note to self: take more changes, but still keep your integrity.
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[17 May 2009|12:29am] |
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note to self: get out more, do more and become more than you are right now.
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[03 May 2009|05:43pm] |
it was my 20th birthday yesterday... and it doesn't feel as bad as i though it would. it feels really fucking good, actually.
i usually try and hide my birthdays. shy away from being the host and/or centre of attention, but last night was... it was, perfect. everyone was everywhere and it all made sense.
right now i feel completely grounded and the world seems extremely simple. it's hard to explain, but i wouldn't have it any other way. thank you.
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[27 Apr 2009|05:20pm] |
i've had no laptop (my rasputin) for 10 weeks...
and now our home computer has a virus. great.
life is regular. birthday soon. the end.
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[15 Apr 2009|11:23pm] |
right now, i feel really sad and really angry. at the same time.
fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck this mood.
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[10 Apr 2009|10:30pm] |
it's easter friday. what better way to thank jesus for dying for my sins, than to go to the cinema and watch '17 again.'
oh zefron, you're so holy! hahhaa.
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